Oh Sehun.Wow, here we are again. Another year has passed but to me it feels like just yesterday that I was seeing you, the awkward young boy with his cute mushroom hair cut debuting on the big stage.
And again, there’s so much I want to tell and thank you for. I would like to write everything, word for word yet I can’t find the right words. It really is incredible how much cuteness and charisma can fit into one person!!! Honestly, I still can’t explain why but your most subtle smile makes me smile that even on my worst days you always manage to brighten my mood. So many people love to see your smile! Thank you for sharing your talent with the rest of this world. I know this sounds super cliche but you make me proud to call myself a fan of yours because watching you perform always is an exciting thrill to me, you take my breathe away with every move you make. Your dancing is incredibly beautiful, strong and on point. It may not be everyone’s cup of tea, but it’s my favorite. To some you may just be a pretty face, but to us fans you’re the most amazing boy! Now just hold on and look around for a second, take in all you have accomplished so far. You chased your dreams with hard work, determination and dedication- and you caught them at such a young age. Aren’t you incredible? I think you are! Not only have you achieved so much for a 21 year old boy but also you never stopped improving yourself to become an even better performer, everyday. You’ve worked so hard to get where you are now and I’m happy to know that there’s much more to come! To walk this path, countless sacrifices have been rendered: friends, family, personal free time, sleep, basically everything an ordinary person of your age needs. You’ve devoted your life to train and to compete, to get to this moment right here, to become the performer you’ve dreamed of becoming. And therefor, I want to thank you. You’re the reason for me to move along life with a smile on my face, you inspire me to never stop pushing myself to become a better me than I was yesterday, to never stop giving up on my dreams and goals. Thank you for changing my life, you made it easier. Along your way, you’ve found some peers who understand your life; you play together well and work hard in a team which deepened the bond so that eventually, your peers became you friends and family. I know you genuinely care for all your members to the point where conflicts and tensions among the group affect you deeply. When I saw you crying, I felt awful. On the other hand, it truly made me appreciate and respect you as a person all the more because your sudden surge of emotion made me realize how big your heart is. However, out of everything, you know who you are and always stayed true to yourself even though it may be a lot more difficult than we suppose when you’re the focus of thousands of cameras and spotlights. I admire you for that and I hope you don’t ever change because it is because of your sincere and lovable personality, that you’ve gained my heart. I think I adore you more everyday and sometimes it’s really hard being a fan of yours because you’re really heckin cute- but if it wasn’t for you I probably wouldn’t be here feeling so much better and happier about life and If it wasn’t because of you I wouldn’t know how love at first sight was supposed to be like:’-) (ew) I want you to know that you have thousands, probably millions of fans out there in the world that will always stand behind you and support you in everything you do. Hopefully you’ll continue being here to inspire me and many others for a lot longer so I can keep writing these notes for you. But for now, I want to wish happy birthday to the cutest boy that ever walked our planet! Today is only about you. So ℋappy 21st ℬirthday, my crusty little peanut! You deserve the world to embrace you with a handful of love, happiness and fulfilment<3